Starting again--Bringing my focus back to the primal power and simplicity of art making

I guess a blog entry doesn't have to be a thesis or term paper.  I seem to not get back to my blog because I tend to imagine things in ideal complexities when, really, simple hurts a lot less.  

This is also true of creating.  Just start.  Sit down and look around.  Pick up something and begin.  Then creating shows itself as simple, fun play.  It might grow into a huge creature that demands a more complex form of thinking and use of design, but at least it started simple.  By the time it takes the form of a monster to be tamed and pulled into shape, I am usually fully engaged in the effort of wrestling with it and am as eager to see what it will become as any child with a ball of clay.  

I have been following the Art Bead Scene Blog (www.artbeadscene.blogspot.com) which every month presents a beading challenge based on a piece of art work.  In the past 6 months I have managed to get one piece in before the deadline.  All other months I have looked at the possibilities from every angle and by the time I decide what I want to do and begin, the month's challenge is over.  I have various pieces for each challenge, all in different stages of completion.  

I had one day left to submit my creation last month.  I finally printed out the images I wanted to use.  I had spent untold hours, maybe days, gathering and then creating carefully thought-out collaged images.  Unfortunately, my printer ran out of ink a second after I started printing and I ended up with off-color and washed out images.  Really bad - see below. 

These are the finished collages that I had then cropped and shaped into various views to be used in pendants and beads, but not yet printed out.  

                                      

These are what I received from my printer to work with:

But still, I had confidence that I could, with colored pencils and ink, create wonderful images that would work.  By this time it is 8:00 p.m. and I have until midnight to complete and submit my project(s).  I'm too old to willingly work under the pressure of a tight deadline, so I sighed and accepted I'd missed another artbead challenge.  

Putting aside my art pendant designs, I called my friend Cate and asked her to tell me more about her adventures as a Peace Corp volunteer in Paraguay 30 years ago. Her descriptions of the country and people of the small village she was placed in are fascinating.  She has been re-reading her Paraguay journals and has a myriad of stories to tell.  For those of you who know Cate, here she is in her early 20's in Paraguay.

You may wonder at the seemingly unconnected jump from my pendant designs to Cate's travels in Paraguay.  I think it's the theme of women traveling the world you may be missing.  The artist whose painting was used for the June artbead challenge was Marianne North, a woman who traveled all over the world in the 1800's to record through her botanical paintings hundreds of plants, some of which were later named after her.  More in my next post.